Wednesday, June 4, 2008

I Need Sleep

I'm not sure how all of you out there with twins are still sane, unless they were sleeping through the night by 4 months. I am not sleeping through the night and I would pay someone lots of money if I could. The book mentioned in the previous post was helpful, but I had high hopes of my child sleeping through the night by now. Two nights ago she slept 8.5 hours straight...a record! And I was exstatic, and very hopeful for the trend to continue. My hopefulness was deflated when Mira got up after only sleeping for 3 hours last night (she went back to sleep after eating, but she can clearly go longer between feedings). Sigh. When, Lord, will I get more sleep??? I feel no more rested than I did when she was two months old, and no more rested in the morning than I did before I went to sleep the night before. I. Am. Tired. Very...very...tired. Oh, and to make it even better, Mira will no longer take a bottle. Nuts. She was a bottle champ when we had to supplement for two months, but once I started feeding her every two hours I stopped giving her a bottle. I had no idea she would stop taking it all together! So it's not like Abe can even help out by giving her a bottle at night (we tried). It's all me...all the time. Which sort of starts to bring tears to my eyes because, well, I'm tired.

5 comments:

Heather said...

Just remember that this is only for a season...it WILL end! I promise! You have to keep telling yourself that! I remember J.J. being almost 4 months old and still not sleeping through the night...I had to keep reminding myself that he WOULD sleep through the night eventually. I so remember how tired you can get. And I also don't require as much sleep as the normal human, so for me to be completely exhausted took a LOT! But it will be over soon, I promise! And then I'll get to start it! Wee-ha!

Holly Gray said...

I am so sorry that you aren’t able to get any rest. I’ll keep you and your shut eye problem in my prayers. I am available all day long if you ever want to chit chat, cry, vent, or have someone remind you of the shiny side. XOXO.

Mandy @ mintnclandycreate said...

Aw Gina,
I'm so sorry, but believe me...she will sleep soon! I remember feeling desperate & exhausted like you...and I remember thinking...that I felt chained to my chair...where I fed Jonas...with the sole purpose of providing milk...much like a cow....all night every night...but let me reassure you - this phase should be a relatively short one. Mira is growing & developing & with all of those changes come restlessness. You'll be through it soon!!! PS - If she decides to take a bottle, let me know & I can always come babysit over night one night so you and Abe can both sleep!

Amy said...

GINA!

Lets get together! I am so sorry you are TIRED... I can imagine that the feeling of exhaustion is getting old, very very old.
Call me!

kuliejellogg said...

Oh, friend. I am sorry. I will be praying for you.